i loathe so much right now. i want to escape and just am so tired. why do i hold out and hope. ugh!
life continues to go on. peoples lives continue to just move on and on and here i am standing in the same spot without any paths to follow. such a waste. without ears to hear without judgement its not easy. hiding it with a created personality of fun is enjoyable for only so long. temporarily happiness. its so cold tonight. i should get some sleep.
so long since ive sat down and just verbalized my feelings and emotions with someone
ears won’t listen. nor eyes.