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Wed, 22 May 2013 20:25:53 +1000

so i carried Bulbasaur in my Pocket today! he kept me company...

Wed, 22 May 2013 19:54:18 +1000

so i carried Bulbasaur in my Pocket today! he kept me company and everything. :3

- bionic808

last night i went to bed as per normal no changes from usual...

Mon, 20 May 2013 15:35:00 +1000

last night i went to bed as per normal no changes from usual until about 3am in the morning and my skin is burning. i get out and lather myself completely in moisturizer and eventually get to sleep at 7am. i awake to get ready for work two hours later and once i get outside my body freezes up completely. i call my Team Leader and got no response so left her a lengthy and awkward voice-message of me breathing heavily and panting due to the incredible amount of pain my psoriasis is causing me. went back to bed, woke up two hours later, ate tomato soup and now here i am listening to Zebra Katz new mixtape and trying to relax. atleast two Teefury Shirts came in the mail today. sigh.. fucking skin issues

-bionic808

dustinnn: Do you remember I searched you out? How I climbed...

Mon, 20 May 2013 14:22:27 +1000

dustinnn:

Do you remember I searched you out?
How I climbed your city’s walls
Do you remember me as devout?
How I prayed for your calls
I stood still
It’s what I did
Love like ours just never fits…

I was a fool for love…

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Mon, 20 May 2013 14:09:33 +1000

Annie always plays with my Ice King Plushie. So here’s a...

Sun, 19 May 2013 13:07:17 +1000

Annie always plays with my Ice King Plushie. So here’s a babe’in pic of them!

you know when you hit that place mentally where you just find...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:47:00 +1000

you know when you hit that place mentally where you just find clarity in the simplest things in life ?

The New Daft Punk + Dillinger Escape Plan Albums, Eurovision, Ice Cream, Cupcakes and my new Treatment have placed me here and i am feeling optimistic. Jumping from emotion to emotion in extremes is natural for me (bipolar ick) and i fall into self destructive habits that i hide. it’s uplifting things that keep my mind at ease where i feel my happiest these last few years. a new video game, album, comic,etc. usually i do get told alot that these are ‘cosmetic’ things that keep me happy for so long and to be honest that is true. but atleast its something that’s healthy and doesn’t harm me in the long run. im not sitting around questioning things and completely doubting everything and act completely like a nutcase ( eh.. im that too you know? )

it’s when im in this space mentally where i can create the art i desire to create.. design and stitch the dresses, shirts, accessories and everything that comes to mind. so far i have designed 4 different and cohesive ‘Lumberjack Couture’ pieces i plan to be making these coming weeks for myself as Winter is just around the corner here in Melbourne.

keep rolling on the good vibes’

- bionic808

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Sat, 18 May 2013 09:24:59 +1000

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Thu, 16 May 2013 22:25:00 +1000

months later..

Thu, 16 May 2013 20:56:11 +1000

i can’t turn off this switch.
sigh

i just want to be over this or resolve it. i know you’ll read this and continue to not give a fuck after everything i have done for you.

im sorry readers. its been such a long day and im just insanely emotional. sigh

lunch break. eating soup! -is cold- -bionic808

Thu, 16 May 2013 15:51:25 +1000

lunch break.

eating soup! -is cold-

-bionic808

this constant yearning..

Wed, 15 May 2013 19:16:59 +1000

needs to fucking stop.

my skin

Tue, 14 May 2013 23:43:34 +1000

is on fucking fire.

keep reminding myself and sticking to this list completely....

Tue, 14 May 2013 11:33:20 +1000

keep reminding myself and sticking to this list completely.

-bionic808

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Mon, 13 May 2013 21:07:30 +1000

Bitches’ @fatpoke and Aden

Mon, 13 May 2013 21:01:37 +1000

Bitches’ @fatpoke and Aden

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Sat, 11 May 2013 12:19:14 +1000

the last few months have been a downward spiral of self doubt...

Sat, 11 May 2013 11:43:30 +1000

the last few months have been a downward spiral of self doubt and uncertainty. realistically i was searching for something from people that i was not going to get and the reality of that just crippled me. questions upon questions of why and what and there was no answers. i couldn’t let my heart continue to just destroy me this way.

in turn it crippled my goals. the goals i set out at the start of the year when i got back from that life changing holiday experience in New York City and London. Those are the places i want to be living in and doing the work i want to be doing. if i continued to be so depressed and in doubt of everything i am never going to get to those places i would just sink further and further.

this week i turned 25 and the week and days leading upto in were game changers for me. i solidified alot of the things that were wrong in my life mentally. the people in my life who genuinely want to be in my life are the people i need around me. the drive and determination i have are always there but i need to utilize it.